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you are a barria I can't never crossI miss you so much, Victor. horrible sceneEverytime I stop at the horrible scene of the series.
I can't follow it naturally.
All I hope it's the simple happy way,
but the fact is the oppoite. ConfusedI can't hear my heart now....
Who can help me?!!! growth after saying goodbyeI have been learning wear skirt and high heel,walk more slowly and would not waiting for SMS before I go to sleep.
Maybe more rational, I hope.
That's all. confusion~The weather is humid...My heart is humid and want a refresh too!
And where I belong to? I confused again
I can't leave me alone to calm down or I will think of the sadness and want to cry.
I can't...
Lots of things need me to do.
And have I changed a lot? Or nothing changed?
I had have enough, but no efficient solution.
Human being is a complicative animal that need to have so much things on his shoulder.
tierd.......。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 I am curious.....why some boys' memory of date is so accurate but some is so......
why...... Never fed up with SeaFacing the blue sea I can forget everything. taking photo before I eatIt is strange for the Turkish when I took photo all the time.
Usually before my eating.
But I do want to restore as many as I can here in my camera and laptop. hard to say goodbyeToday is the last day in this High School.
I am sad and want to cry but I will try to control.
All the students here are very nice and friendly.
I love you all.
I don't want to give an "official" goodbye to them,I just said "See you".
I do not want to say goodbye,really.
And when I always standing beside the window and looking outside,
thinking that what I mean to them.
I just have been here 4 days ago and just gave some classes some presentation.
I just leave those things to them actually, though some students said to me that "I like you very much!"
But I think when 1 year, 2 years later they may forget me,
the same with the situation when I was sad to say good bye to the intern teachers who had taught us in Middle School or High School.But now I totally, yes, totally can't remember anything about them, even names.
But I think they will remember the smile of Chinese, and I will remember their lovely smiles too.
hard to say goodbyeToday is the last day in this High School.
I am sad and want to cry but I will try to control.
All the students here are very nice and friendly.
I love you all.
I don't want to give an "official" goodbye to them,I just said "See you".
I do not want to say goodbye,really.
And when I always standing beside the window and looking outside,
thinking that what I mean to them.
I just have been here 4 days ago and just gave some classes some presentation.
I just leave those things to them actually, though some students said to me that "I like you very much!"
But I think when 1 year, 2 years later they may forget me,
the same with the situation when I was sad to say good bye to the intern teachers who had taught us in Middle School or High School.But now I totally, yes, totally can't remember anything about them, even names.
But I think they will remember the smile of Chinese, and I will remember their lovely smiles too.
runawayExcept Tina who I knew had boyyfriend,
I found that some Chinese here using "run away from China to Turkey", me too.
But when I waited at "home" for the recovery,
I knew exactly that this is the wrong way to forget what you want to let go of.
Actually, the situation is that you would think of somebody, something or some place more and more.
The useful way to avoid the painful is to face it.
I will, when I go back China. blue Turkeythe sky in Turkey is all blue~
It can easily find the stars at night .
And when I lookiing at the sky, my heart is peaceful. 收拾东西时找到的～～～
就是总是分心，收拾的时候老是“离题”，唉，所以，一个晚上都还没有收拾完， 晕掉了～～～ 1.这是素描本“改装”后的正面～
2.这是背面～：）
3.里面以前的一些剪剪贴贴～～
4.还有三张不记得是什么时候话的素描（怎么只有三张？？）
Gain Power~CHEER UP, RINCHY
PLEASE KEEP RUNNING NOW, AND THEN YOU CAN FLY HIGHER AND HIGHER~ Sort out my memory in my brain and my camera~One needs to arrange some time to sort out something hide underbeneath.
When you want to add something new, what you must do is to clear out your old ones.
Now I am busy with all these things.
long for holiday!!!tired with studying from day till night and day after day!
What's more, I want a deep sleep, without any clocks, no matter physiological or actual ones. I just want to go home and have a good long sleep~ But it wouldn't happen in the coming days. Sigh...... Please not to bother me~Why you still turn to me for help?
When I merely leaved you behind me...... Please leave me alone,
when I still have some feelings towards you. PLEASE~ Cherish a brand-new day~Time to say goodbye to the old one in me.
A brand-new day is waiting for me there~
 But I still never regreted to suffer so much more than I could control or imagine.
Never~
What I went throught just shaped my heart a little bit stronger than ever.
And I believe many a little makes a mickle~
I need to be stronger~
To embrace the difficulty I meet in the future.
Tears will still flow I think
 But I hope that mostly I cry for anyothers' moving story, not myself~
Wish my heart always sun-shined like the one in Provence
 What kind of the person I am?Sorry to hurt someone again, though I didn't mean to.
Everyone just will be fine, I always talking to myselt that way,but how about me?
These days I did really felt greater than ever, but still not enough to cover my deep hole in heart...
But I will be fine, to be the one left all of the tears cried for you.
And then I would fly away, smile at you in the sky and never come to you again.
Never.
Thank you for all of you who care me a lot and warm up my heart these days.
No matter who I am, it's truth that there would be someone not making me cry anymore.
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