And when I always standing beside the window and looking outside,

thinking that what I mean to them.

I just have been here 4 days ago and just gave some classes some presentation.

 

I just leave those things to them actually, though some students said to me that "I like you very much!"

But I think when 1 year, 2 years later they may forget me,

the same with the situation when I was sad to say good bye to the intern teachers who had taught us in Middle School or High School.But now I totally, yes, totally can't remember anything about them, even names.

 

But I think they will remember the smile of Chinese, and I will remember their lovely smiles too.

 

 

 

And when I always standing beside the window and looking outside,

thinking that what I mean to them.

I just have been here 4 days ago and just gave some classes some presentation.

 

I just leave those things to them actually, though some students said to me that "I like you very much!"

But I think when 1 year, 2 years later they may forget me,

the same with the situation when I was sad to say good bye to the intern teachers who had taught us in Middle School or High School.But now I totally, yes, totally can't remember anything about them, even names.

 

But I think they will remember the smile of Chinese, and I will remember their lovely smiles too.

 

 

Except Tina who I knew had boyyfriend,

I found that some Chinese here using "run away from China to Turkey", me too.

 

But when I waited at "home" for the recovery,

I knew exactly that this is the wrong way to forget what you want to let go of.

Actually, the situation is that you would think of somebody, something or some place more and more.

 

The useful way to avoid the painful is to face it.

I will, when I go back China.

the sky in Turkey is all blue~

It can easily find the stars at night .

 

And when I lookiing at the sky, my heart is peaceful.